It's hard not wanting to see u again...to feel u again and the hardest thing at all it's pretending all over again that I'm just a friend...that's fucked up.. because all I want is to make u fall in love with me.. And to live with the truth that you're dating, that you're happy, i actually should be happy too.. but i only wanted your happiness to me directed at me and not her...
kind of sucks right ?
So I'm letting u go..letting the fantasy and the dream to be with you all in the past.. hoping that someday i realize that you're just another one.. and not the ONE...
But until then don't leave me, even for an hour, because then the little drops of anguish will all run together, the smoke that roams looking for a home will drift into me, choking my lost heart.
May your silhouette never dissolve on the beach;
may your eyelids never flutter into the empty distance.
Don't leave me for a second, my dearest because in that moment you'll have gone so far
I'll wander mazedly over all the earth, asking..Will you come back? Will you leave me here, dying?
Or will you say you love me and let me breath again ??